I'm thinking of ordering this that I drew a while ago:

pretty huge on photopaper. But I don't know, the white areas might look weird.
Hmmm.
Today I also panicked about me growing up and having to decide what to study the comming fall. I'd love to follow my dreams, but I'd rather not live in a card board box during winter - which is sad, 'cause I tihnk I'd be a kickass librarian. It's just not the quiet, I'd love the storytelling, the filing, the people who borrow books, the fanart that I'd
make kids draw..oh, and i get the good kind of chills whenever I encounter something that is Organized, like..a library.
(and in this moment, people with way higher expectations and ambitions than me deeply sigh and wonders why I would want to waste my life?)